Selenthiel settled down on the silken cushions that the
servants had brought out into the gardens, sighing with satisfaction as she
made herself comfortable on her knees. The gardens of the Sunfire Spires
surrounded her, the lush greenery carefully sculpted with magic to form little
grottos of beautiful bushes and flowerbeds. To her right a marble fountain
gurgled as water flowed from the top of a stone maiden who forever poured water
into a stone basin before her.
A warm breeze rustled Selenthiel’s head, and she inhaled
deeply, enjoying the moment of serenity. She closed her eyes, her hands palm
down on her knees before her, releasing the breath she’d taken and entering a
peaceful calm. Of late her thoughts had been troubled, various concerns
relating to the enemies of House Sunfire rearing up and pointing towards
conflicts in the future.
She worried for her family, for the security of their newly
joined House, and for the future of Quel’Thalas. Although she had spent some
efforts towards setting the House spymaster and Master at Arms, Braeth’el, on a
course towards correcting these issues, she couldn’t help but feel a nagging
doubt that their efforts would not be enough and that those in her care and protection
would come to harm.
Then, of course, there was the matter of her brother,
Andithiel. Although she knew he cared deeply for their family, his sullen
behavior and frequent disappearances as of late as he went off to sulk gave her
just another point of distress on her growing list of concerns. Try as she
might, it was difficult to reach him through the shroud of bitterness he’d
pulled over himself after he and Kyliska had ended their relationship. It
seemed that the more Kyliska became happy with her life, the more bitter the
depths to which her brother descended. She knew he would pass through this
phase in time, but it was trying to say the least when she had more important
matters to consider.
She remained in a state of utter calm, what other races
might consider to be a state of prayer. For her, there was little difference
between the magic that people like her sister and Biara wielded and the forces
of Light and Shadow. The only difference was the way in which one reached them.
Where her sister gained power through endless study of the magical tools at her
disposal, Selenthiel herself connected with external powers that she wielded
and shaped to her will and for the betterment of Quel’Thalas. She tapped into
that power now, feeling all of the various prayers she knew as keys to unlock
the types of effects she required. They swirled around in her mind and became
an orderly list, her meditation preparing her powers for the challenges of the
coming days.
As she relaxed into the power, she felt her mind expand,
touching everything around her. She could feel the garden, the trees and
flowers and birds who watched her. She could feel the guards that followed her
always, their minds distant points around the entrances of the garden. She
brushed up against them, feeling their brightness, tasting the loyalty and
pride they held within them. And then she paused as she felt a new group
passing through the gardens, her meditation nearly interrupted by the
newcomers.
Her mind darted towards them, brushing against the edges of
their thoughts one by one, as if a bird passing them by. She felt eagerness,
the brash boldness of youth, and fierce courage within many of them, and came
to understand that they were recruits in training for the House. As she passed
by the last she tasted something different, something delicious in the thoughts
there. Here was strength, was a bright sparkle of health and well-being
surrounded by determination and tempered by a streak of joy and laughter that
she knew would bubble forth to bring mirth to those around the mind. He was the
leader, was there to ensure that the others learned more of the world. It was
enough that she wanted to touch the mind further, although that would be
dipping too far into the realm of shadow and, beyond that, was considered rude
by most people. Instead she continued to meditate for a time, watching the
minds as they passed near her, almost startled out of her meditative trance
when one of them spoke close enough for her physical ears to hear him.
“Meditation! Pah! What a waste of time!” a surly young Sin’dorei
voice said.
Selenthiel’s eyes remained closed as she felt the presence
of the group come to a sudden halt, another voice speaking out over the others.
She recognized it at once as the elf named Ketheron, recently hired by Braeth’el
to train the many new recruits that House Sunfire had hired. She realized as he
spoke that it was his mind she had brushed up against last, it was he that was
the leader whose thoughts had been so delicious.
“Shut the fel up and show some respect!” Ketheron barked.
Selenthiel nearly smirked, managing to keep her eyes closed and remain in her
trance only with great effort. She was startled to hear Ketheron as he spoke
next.
“What you see here is neither a waste of time, nor weakness
as I suspect some of you lot think,” Ketheron spoke again, his tone firm. “Look
more closely at what you see here, and quietly without disturbing her. Note her
perfect posture, the way she keeps her back straight, her body angled. Here is
hidden strength, the firm, ordered balance of mind that marks a great warrior
and leader. You think she is ‘wasting her time’? Let me tell you how wrong you
are.”
“Sir, I was just-“ the recruit began.
“Shut it,” Ketheron cut him off. “You all need to learn
this. Study her for a moment. Here you see a Sin’dorei of great power and
grace. She prepares herself, she unburdens her mind. Part of physical health,
part of having the heart and soul of a warrior, is knowing your own mind and
keeping it in order. Your mental state is just as important as keeping fit and
healthy. Lady Selenthiel is an example to be followed in this. Do you see doubt
on her features? Fear? Sorrow? No, you see beauty and serenity. In a battle,
her mind will be calm and her decisions well reasoned. She will not order an
assault when it is hopeless, neither will she refrain from ordering a retreat
when it is needed. A great leader knows when to spare their forces and when to
strike, and it is not weakness to prepare one’s mind for such a task.”
“I see sir, I’m sorry,” the recruit said.
“Don’t be sorry, just be smarter,” Ketheron said playfully. “Remember,
Lady Selenthiel is a great healer. This means she must make the hardest of
decisions in a moment’s notice; she must decide who can be saved, and who must
die for the rest to overcome their foes.”
The group paused for a moment, and it was all Selenthiel
could do not to smile outright at what Ketheron was saying. She remained still,
holding her pose even though she’d stopped meditating. After a moment to
contemplate his words, she sensed Ketheron ushering the young recruits away so
as not to disturb her further. As she felt them withdraw, she allowed herself
to smile finally, her eyes slipping open for a moment to glance behind her.
Ketheron and his recruits were marching in good order
towards another exit of the garden, and she took the opportunity to study him.
Here was a beast of a Sin’dorei, his rippling form the peak of physical
perfection. Not even slightly out of breath as he quick-marched the huffing and
puffing recruits that followed him, his face had a look of determination that
she knew was directed at ensuring those under his training would be of good
mind and body to perform their duties. There was a happiness on his face as he
did his work that was admirable and spoke of one who found the simple act of
keeping healthy to be one of his most important goals.
She kept her gaze on him all the way across the garden,
watching until his shock of red hair disappeared through the far gates. After
he was gone she was startled to realize she’d been staring with her mouth
opened and a bewildered smile that was not typical of her. She shook her head,
laughing at herself and resuming her meditative pose, words whispered to no one
but herself disappearing on the warm breeze, “Focus Selenthiel, focus. You’ve
too much to worry about right now to think about that.”
And yet, when she returned to her meditation, the smile stayed
with her, as did the words Ketheron had spoken.