The early morning air was still and quiet, the only sound cutting
through the mists drifting before the rising sun was the *clump* of the
undead steed's hooves on the soft grass. Biara reined the horse in,
slowing it to a stop and earning a hiss and baleful look from the
creature as she slid from the saddle. Paying it no more mind, she
slipped into the enveloping mists, heading deeper into the ruins of
Silvermoon and towards the looming statue in the distance.
She
walked stiffly, her gait pained as she made her way towards her goal.
Her battlerobes were torn and dirty, and the left sleeve of the outfit
had been torn to shreds by an assault, leaving the pale flesh of her
wrist broken open. Dried blood clotted the wound, and more blood stained
the fabric and dotted the skin on her face. Around her, her wards
flickered balefully, their strength diminished from almost constant
bombardment by enemy spells; the Magistrix had clearly been fighting for
hours, and was bone weary.
She slowly made her way to the
ruined statue, slipping down to the ground before it and using a
tumbled block of stone as a backrest as she settled in. Her gaze roamed
over the bronze huntress, as it had thousands of times before this, the
blue green of her eyes absorbing the sight as if it would bring her
solace. She sighed after a time, letting her eyes close and her thoughts
wander.
In her mind, she saw war. She saw spells flaring
and the clash of blades. She saw men and women of a variety of races
locked in deadly combat, falling down into death as they were struck
fatal blows. She heard the cries of those who were wounded, heard the
screams of the civilians in Darnassus as if she were standing there
again at that moment. She sighed again and opened her eyes, looking up
at the statue.
"It seems I'm destined to come here through
good times and bad, father," she said softly. "It dawns on me that you
probably had your own place, in the wars you fought long before my time.
I wonder if you felt the same way, or if you were content, knowing that
no innocents were harmed by your actions?"
She fell
silent for a moment, thinking about what her father must have
experienced in his own battles against the trolls that constantly
threatened Quel'Thalas. Likely he had very little reason for remorse
when he struck them down. Likely he never had to raise a hand against
those who could not defend themselves. Not like his wayward daughter,
who was forced to bathe in the blood of innocents to keep the remnants
of her people safe.
She looked away from the statue, back
out across the stillness of the ruins of Silvermoon. Her voice came out
hushed, as if afraid of breaking the silence of this place. "I wonder if
others judge me as harshly as I judge myself? Do you think Knight
Brightdawn would care to see me now, like this? Would he be proud of me,
or simply flee in horror like all of the others before him? Can he even
understand what it is that I must do, what I have to be responsible
for? Would he understand the noble cause for which I engage in such
horror? Could I ever explain it to him?"
Her gaze returned
to the statue, almost accusing now. "It's not fair you know, father. If
you and mother had never left, if I had never had to take up this
mantle, then perhaps I would never have had to ask these questions. I
don't blame you, I know you are not at fault, but it's still not
fair..."
The Magistrix trailed off, burying her face in
her hands as tears came. The darkness of her closed eyes was no comfort
though; she could see the faces of the dead parading before her then.
She wept for a time, both from the pain of her injuries and the
exhaustion as well as the sheer horror that war brought with it. Despite
her words to the contrary, she never returned from battle unmarred.
After
a time, her tears ceased and she grew calm. She hugged her knees to her
chest, her head bowed, unseeing and uncaring of the world around her.
The mists drifted silently in the pre-dawn light, her only company. The
solitude and pain reminded her that she was truly alone; there would be
no one to return to in her spire to comfort her. There was only here and
now; only the dead to hear her lament.
She sighed, her
mind seething with wayward thoughts until finally she became too
exhausted even to do that, and drifted into fitful sleep in the gloom of
the ruins. Hours would pass, and the Wretched of the ruins would not
dare to approach her sleeping form, the wards protecting her a deadly
warning to their kind. She slept like the dead, but all the while
inside, a little part of her yearned for someone to come and tell her
that it was alright; to soothe away the sorrow and carry her from that
place.
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